Big Problem

why??
why its always happen to me??
why its too strong??
why its cannot go away from me??
  i wanna stop this problem..
  i wanna live in peace..
  not like this..
  everytime i do this...
my heart always get hurted
please tell me....
how can i stop this shit...
i can't hold it anymore...
  even i have been do anything
  just to make this stop...
  and never happen again in my life...
  i realy hate this!!
please someone...
show me..
tell me...
and remind me....
if this shit are coming again...